We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Nervous Wreckage

by Feeling Gravity's Pull

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Water hits my skin A million little drops to soak me to the clothes To cast away If I wanna have any chance of getting close to dry But all that does Is leave all the new scars completely exposed Like they never healed And I don't think they ever will Again like I'm reliving the pain Alone I go into the crevasse Come on in and you can slice me open Let me bleed out for another pass The rain came back again Like I was still stark naked and vulnerable to you To all you do To remind me of every mistake that I made And even worse I'm probing the depths of the wounds to find that I put them there myself And I might as well just keep stabbing Again like I'm reliving the pain Alone I go into the crevasse Come on in and you can slice me open Let me bleed out for another pass Should've suspected That the grass would soon grow greener on the other side Because the rain Would pour in such effect that gave you no place to hide Now you're like me A thousand little needles in a thousand little holes And now I hope That just like me you can take the plunge Again like I'm reliving the pain Alone I go into the crevasse Come on in and you can slice me open Let me bleed out for another pass
2.
From every moment on we're glued to every word you say Every hope is tied to you in every way Hope you don't mind all the extra weight (If we all die, it won't matter what you meant From your friends at the Committee to Keep Death Permanent) If you tread, tread with the knowledge That you tread through a mine-infested passage All it takes is one step, all it takes is one step (If we all die, it won't matter what you meant From your friends at the Committee to Keep Death Permanent) Our opposites stride into the room Dressed to kill and if they do, they'll start out with you They'll be reading off every cue you give (If we all die, it won't matter what you meant From your friends at the Committee to Keep Death Permanent) We rehearsed this every moment of last week Down to every breath you take in between your speech So why the hell are you going off script now? (If we all die, it won't matter what you meant From your friends at the Committee to Keep Death Permanent) I spoke out of turn but the world didn't end The negotiation failed but what else could you expect? The dealmakers left through the door But where we are now is still where we was before The work continues and the boots stroll on Hunker down and stay hungry 'til the dawn Who the fuck cares other than you? Who the fuck cares other than you?
3.
Broken benches and missing sidewalks out here Dogs organize, then disappear Tobacco-stained sun-soaked lies Animal my soul, then ask me why If you're telling someone, you're telling yourself If the student's no better, the teacher failed If you're failing someone, you're failing yourself I'm far from where to be, now let's just go home Clean feet stick in clay creek beds Someday you'll leave where you're lead Broken asphalt in infinite loop A feedback chain, linking with you If you're telling someone, you're telling yourself If the student's no better, the teacher failed If you're failing someone, you're failing yourself I'm far from where to be, now let's just go home (Home) Wherever it is (Home) It doesn't even exist (Home) We stop both space and time (Home) But it won't change your made up mind The past isn't dead, it's not even past Like water runs, nothing lasts In these last few minutes under the sun I wish you didn't leave me so undone If you're telling someone, you're telling yourself If the student's no better, the teacher failed If you're failing someone, you're failing yourself I'm far from where to be, now let's just go home
4.
No Window 02:24
Walked to the street to check for letters But I can't 'cause I've no mailbox at all Immerse myself in the throng of passerby Wading in the waters of the current of humanity Neck deep feeling like I'll drown I can feel the flesh choke me by the mouth So I return to the comfort of my home No window so I can be alone You use such words like stir-crazy Isolationist to describe the way that I live But you don't see the silent grace In giving up on having any else to give I've got some books and movies on the shelf Got enough food for the next week or so No other souls to lead me to distraction Nothing but me and no window
5.
I was in the back seat 101 North I looked out to the right And it stood monolithic Like a grounded space shuttle Not an angle in sight And I would lay eyes upon it On every trip to San Francisco To take relatives from the airport It's still in my mind now It's still in my mind now Oh Hangar One, pilot take me home To the safest place I have ever known Oh Hangar One, you held my dreams Big as the airships underneath your seams Oh Hangar One, if you die So do the hopes that I could return someday Oh Hangar One, oh Hangar One Memorable but forgotten Like all the other landmarks Are you a skeleton now? Now you're a fossil unearthed Your steel bones for all to see What do you call a shell with nothing covering And I had in my mind images of downtown San Jose Remnants of an alternate life If I could only jump sideways If I could only jump sideways Oh Hangar One, pilot take me home To the safest place I have ever known Oh Hangar One, you held my dreams Big as the airships underneath your seams Oh Hangar One, if you die So do the hopes that I could return someday Oh Hangar One, oh Hangar One When the airships return to roost When they inadvertently spoil the plot I'd rather mean the world to few Than matter only little to a lot In my childhood bedroom Playing with a compass to pass the time Trying to find true north Trying to find true north Oh Hangar One, pilot take me home To the safest place I have ever known Oh Hangar One, you held my dreams Big as the airships underneath your seams Oh Hangar One, if you die So do the hopes that I could return someday Oh Hangar One, oh Hangar One Oh Hangar One, oh Hangar One Oh Hangar One, oh Hangar One
6.
I broke kayfabe, yeah now I dropped the mask And none of my old fans are ever coming back I cut the line that was already blurred Between reality and fiction and lessons never learned There's no use in a gimmick when it's just already me In the squared circle taking bumps for everyone to see The only difference is, when I'm not in the ring Is that I'm the same person but afraid of everything But when I think about it, it's my fear of defeat That pushes me to go all-in when I'm called to compete How is it that I'm a beast when the gloves are drawn Yet declawed, defanged and deballed when the house come on I broke kayfabe, yeah now I dropped the mask And none of my old fans are ever coming back I cut the line that was already blurred Between reality and fiction and lessons never learned You think it seamless but we're calling all our spots Making gestures no one picks up on when the highlights come up Do I look like a deity when putting on my shoes? The real story is there's not much else that I know how to do But when I think about it, it's my fear of defeat That pushes me to go all-in when I'm called to compete How is it that I'm a beast when the gloves are drawn Yet declawed, defanged and deballed when the house come on I broke kayfabe, yeah now I dropped the mask And none of my old fans are ever coming back I cut the line that was already blurred Between reality and fiction and lessons never learned The line is blurred 'cause there's no difference to be made 'Tween when I'm in my civvies and the clothing of my trade If I could be consistent, I'd be top of the lot Than to be the loser jobber who can't even get a pop But when I think about it, it's my fear of defeat That pushes me to go all-in when I'm called to compete How is it that I'm a beast when the gloves are drawn Yet declawed, defanged and deballed when the house come on I broke kayfabe, yeah now I dropped the mask And none of my old fans are ever coming back I cut the line that was already blurred Between reality and fiction and lessons never learned I broke kayfabe, yeah now I dropped the mask And none of my old fans are ever coming back But I won't be stuck between the loner in the locker room And the main eventer in the stands who's just starting to bloom
7.
(Instrumental)

credits

released September 16, 2014

Christopher: guitar (right channel), vocals
Scott: guitar (left channel), vocals
Sean: bass guitar
Dante: drums

Music by Feeling Gravity's Pull
Lyrics written by Christopher, except on "Animal My Soul" written by Scott.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Feeling Gravity's Pull Merced, California

Four people in Merced, CA who used to make loud rock music.

contact / help

Contact Feeling Gravity's Pull

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Feeling Gravity's Pull, you may also like: